i get turned on by my own naked body. I hope that doesn’t sound weird. It’s just, when i’m in the mood and i look in the mirror at my bare self, or when i’m on top of my boyfriend and there happens to be a mirror around i stare at my curves and i get even more aroused. And i think it’s because my body is what i am most used to, i’ve learned its shape, and when i feel sexy i begin to tremble at the thought of pleasing it.
"I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone."
"There are times when it will go so wrong that you will barely be alive, and times when you realise that being barely alive, on your own terms, is better than living a bloated half-life on someone else’s terms."